Jen and I went to
see Psychic Andy (http://www.andymyersonline.com)
on Friday for a Gallery Reading. I had no idea what that was and was excited to
see. A disclaimer, I'm not sure what I
believe about psychics and ghosts and heaven reaching through a medium to
deliver messages, but why close out something that could be helpful. End of disclaimer.
What happens is that
there were about 90 people in a room and Andy opened the floor for questions. I
couldn't figure out what question I wanted to ask but 1/2 way thorough it
occurred to me that I want to know if I’m on the right path. The breakup has pushed me in a different
direction, I haven't gone to any of the normal vices, but instead am talking
about it, writing, getting back into poetry, painting and I swear as soon as I have a minute I’m going to start
running again. I was the last person
Andy called on, I think I was the 10th?
I asked my question,
I'm dealing with a breakup in a whole new way and am I on the right path? He
paused and said, from what I can see you have a lot of paths in front of you, I
don't see a wrong one. That was comforting and honestly deep in my bones I do
know that, but what he said next stopped me in my tracks. I verified this with Jen later, but he said,
you can't be mother, life coach and financial analyst in a relationship. That stung a bit because looking back at it,
I can see it. I can see very clearly
that I do that, I take care of everything, I am a fixer. He said he can see that I attract damaged
people, alcoholics, and people who can't take care of themselves
financially. When I look back, it's
glaring. While I appreciate that
everyone has issues I seem to attract really broken men, and realizing that I
don't have to fix everyone I date or fall in love with is (believe it or not)
surprising.
He pointed out that
it's up to me to break the cycle, that now I know it exists I can do
differently next time, and there will be a next time. He said I wouldn't be
alone, that He is out there, Andy just didn't know when or how it would happen. That this man would be financially stable
(yea!!), that he'd be funny and kind, that he could have a cocktail and a good
time but isn't damaged. He said he would
respect my need to wear the pants and go with the flow. He would be laid back and know when I just
need a hug. So funny and financially
secure are both on my current list of four items, half my list Andy saw for
me. At this point he pointed out that
there is a difference between psychic ability and being a medium, I was the
first person he wasn't being a medium for-this was more psychic.
The skeptical part
of me thinks it's all hooey and that he is like a horoscope, you read in
whatever you want from the answers. But
he could have said anything about me and what I was going through, he could
have picked any characteristics but he nailed me specifically. I think if nothing else it gives me hope. I'm
not in any hurry to jump into the next relationship, I’m not rushing anything
I'm still just figuring it out. I'll be
my own mother, life coach and financial analyst.
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